Wishes

The Wish I'll Never Get
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Just one more day
Just one more hug
Is all I want

Would trade anything
Would give anything
To have him back

For one day
For one hug

Virtually impossible
For the heart to win

Time to settle
For what I got
The last day
The last hug

PAIN

Pain
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It's everywhere
Emotional
Physical
It's pain
Everyone feels it
Not human if you don't
Physical pain
Falling down
Cutting
Battered and bruised
Emotional
Pain
Hateful words
Lies
Broken hearts
Feeling hated
Anyone can hurt you
Your family
Your friends
People you barely know
Doesn't matter
It hurts
Emotional
Or physical
What hurts
Can make you stronger
Life life
Don't be afraid
Of getting hurt
It's unavoidable pain

FAITH

Faith
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You know it's there
You can't see it
It's faith
Faith is about taking risks
Because you believe
It will happen
Alot like trust
Trusting someone
Is having faith
Having faith is not easy
But it's worth it
In the long run

Fighting regrets

This one I wrote because I am still fighting regrets. I loved him and I always will.

I Always Loved You

I have so many regrets
Things I should have said
Times I should have visited
Times I should have called
Breaks my heart
I feel bad
I always loved you
I always will love you

I want to move forward
Get rid of the regrets
Do what I can
To make you proud
I will get through this
Have to hold my head high
Hold you close to my heart
I always loved you
I always will love you

A Hero of Mine

I wrote this for my grandpa. He died May 2, 2010 from a massive heart attack. RIP Grandpa! You are loved and missed!

A Hero of Mine

He was my hero
He was my teacher
He was a leader
Full of love
Unconditional
Worked on homework with me
Taught me how to carve a pumpkin
Taught me to appreciate life
I loved hearing stories
Always felt loved
I miss his hugs
Working in the yard
Sitting in the sun
Embracing life
I miss him
I always will
He was my grandpa
He was my hero

Can't hold it in....

Poetry is my therapy... does not always take my sadness away but it helps me express it. Especially when no one is available to talk.

Can’t hold it anymore

I can’t hold this anymore
Three words
Need to be said
I miss you
My friends might be tired of hearing it
But I can’t hold this in
Anymore
I just can’t
It needs to be said
Though you cannot hear
I miss you
I always have
I always will
No one can ever know
How much you mean to me
I miss you
I can’t say it enough
I just can’t hold it in anymore
Planting flowers
Talking to you
Laughing with you
Baking with you
Cooking with you
I miss you
I miss it all
I know saying it
Won’t change anything
Won’t bring you back
But at least I am honest

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

A sisters bond

I have written about moms, dads, and grandmas and now its time for sisters. I think all sisters younger and older can appreciate this.

Sisters

A bond between sisters
Different than any other
Can usually count on them
To be a tag alongs
Can usually count on them
To be secret keepers
No matter the age difference
The bond is always there
You will have fights with them
You will laugh with them
You will even cry with them
This is a bond
That won’t be broken
This is a band
That can’t be broken
For only one reason
You choose your friends
You can’t choose your sisters

Mom

For all the mom's who read this. I hope you enjoy.

A Mother's Love
The relationship between
A mother and child
Begins when the child
Is in the womb
Forming a connection
Like no other

Mother's love
Is always there
Even when having
To discipline

Mother's love
Is always there
To comfort her child

From beginning
To end
Mother's love
Is always there

What is a true friendship

Everyone has a definition of true friendship and this is mine.

What is true friendship?


Being there
Has different meanings
Can be expressed
In some different ways

Being there
Doesn't only mean
Being right next to them

Being there
Can mean
Talking on the phone

Being there
Also means
Chatting online

Friends can be there
For each other
When it matters most

Up the street
Through the state
Across the country
True friends
Are always there

Dad

I wrote this for dads.

Dads
They form a connection with you
One that can’t be shared with mom

They take care of you
They take care of the home
They make you breakfast
They take care of you when you are sick
They know how to spoil you
They know how to make you laugh
They almost always have an answer
They love to be included
They love to include you
They are dedicated
They are leaders and role models

My dad does all this
My dad does more
My dad is my best friend

Is your dad yours

A friendship that only gets stronger

Wrote this for a special friend but I think this can apply to all my friends that read it.

Friendship on Fire
Going to admit
I was nervous
In the beginning
Didn't want to scare you away
Didn't want to be too open
Or too honest
Just looking for a friend
Thank you for being
That friend

Our friendship has grown
It's only going to get stronger
The more we talk
The longer we are friends
You are always there for me
I want you to know
I'll always
Be there for you

Abandoned

Not going to go into the entire situation but in the last month I have been feeling abandoned. Talking to friends and praying has helped me realize that no matter what happens God will never abandon me.

Abandoned

This is something
I wish on no one
Not understanding
What’s going on
Can’t get ahold
Of the one person
You feel most important
At that point
In your life

Feeling abandoned
Is not fun
Never will be
But sometimes
It can’t be helped

But I have some news
It can be overcome
There is someone
Who is perfect
Who will never abandon
Those he loves
He won’t abandon me
He won’t abandon you

A whole new meaning

I wrote this one at a conference I went to in Mn. The conference gave me a whole new insight to a few words mentioned.


The New Meaning
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Takes one experience
To be indwelled
Takes one million experiences
To be filled

Same thing goes
For the relationship
And fellowship
The relationship is the start
It's everlasting
The fellowship
Also started
In the beginning
But watch
It can be hindered
At any moment

He loves us
Not because
We deserve it
But because
He wants to

I need to know

This is a poem venting about how i feel twards someone i love and miss.

What's going on?

It’s not fair
I want to talk to you
I feel like
It’s all my fault
I know it’s not
I just
Can’t help it
Why are you doing this
What did I do
What did we do
I miss you
Please know that
I love you
I’m upset
And
I can’t sleep
I love you
I will forgive you
But I need to talk to you
And that is that